09.07.03 - 2:19 PM
Fuck present tense.
The past is the past and I'll be damned if I relived it, rewrote it as though it was the present. You'll never let go if you bring the time up to now, you'll never let go until you realize that time moves on and it's a different day.
Every time I am downtown it rains. We ran through traffic with the rain pelting down on us, seeping through to our pores. We just wanted to dance and forget, dance and think about the raging body heat and the lights and the energy, we just wanted to swing.
I am not a chain smoker, I am not addicted, I just want to believe that there is something else I crave, something other than you.
I guess this is just an entry to say that I am still alive, I am still breathing. It's been hard to write lately but I've been trying and the backspace key is worn out. I just wanted to thank you guys for sticking with me, it's nice to know that I've still got you.
So thank you.
And also, I'm trying to get a tattoo towards the end of July, but I'm not sure if I'll have enough money. If anybody has a 5 bucks or something that they'd be willing to send to me to help, that would be perfect. IM me lolitagunfire or email me.
x to the mother effin o.
