14.08.03 - 2:57 PM
We are about to go back to school and I only wish that I had changed more. It seems as though everybody around me is evolving into people that they never knew they could be, whereas I am still stuck in the same mindset I was when I left.
I feel almost afraid that this is it, this is the peak of my change, that as far as I know this is who I will be for the rest of my life.
All I know is change and now that I am confonted with a constant, a constant that is MYSELF might I add, I am not quite sure what I am supposed to do.
It is like being the house, the solid, set-location house that watches the seasons change around it, that watches the sun set and rise and the stars shift positions.
I want to be loose! I want to change with the wind and the weather and my body, I want to evolve I want to revel in everything that I could ever be. I want everything that I could ever be to not be what I am now. I don't want to stop! I don't want to stop!
Shake it out shake it out shake it down shake me down! Everything is the same! Shake it out shate it out shake it down shake me down!
AHAHAHAHA.
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